Horns of a Timid Dwarf

I want to stop these fingers
As I want to stop this brain
To be dominated by mind's splinters
Those words which unuttered to be complained

I want to close my ears
As they whispered from my heart to my mind gears
No gate can stop them, wandering like a keen spears
If only numbness could be gained just by glasses of beers

I want flowers, sweets and beauties
To dispel all the anxieties and insecurities
But devil beside me
Replace the angel of my sanity

I am timid
To release my self from the dungeon of rules and ethic
To break my inability and my limit
To be undressed from this gimmick

Butterfly out of cocoon
Counting time from seconds to days
Making my own sun in my very noon
While collecting diamonds in my own ways