The Secret Admirer

I try to permeate your heart into my shadow 

The essence painted in silence, my solitude

Our laughter sent by heaven

Passing through the days, I dwell within the wonder

Once in a morning I sneak into your schedule

Being a stalker is not what I meant

But along with you are such an addiction 

Or should I call it as a new avocation? 

Sailing my admiration into your sparkling ocean 

I sail it deep through the land of your falling mist

Hiding behind the translucent veil  

You can only see the faint

I would not leave any clue

That my heart ever fall for you

Let me be selfish this time

I loved to be the secret admirer behind your shining stars

  

Insight in Custody

Love, these days were so dark

Frequently rain kissed the ground

This is the moment when mellow tries to embark

Right after the thunder shouts, echoing its mighty sound

Love, these days I sink into numbness

Blank pages haunt my enthusiasm

Chasing days without any sense, am I getting dumb?

Or is it just reality which tried to sabotage the poet's paradigm?

Love, these days I sit behind the rain

My mind was occupied but remaining behind a closed curtain

I forget how to start, hypnotized by haze

Insight in custody, I trapped within this phase

Note: Thank's to Debbie Guzzi

Cracking as Broken Toys

Picking up my phone, the voice recalls my memories

Sweet talker across the line, hey... it's been a while

Days running, things change, here we are aloof in our boundaries

Trapped within our history, now we play the role of our guile 

The way you speak is like negating the past
Sweet talker across the line, hey... it's been a while

Hurting each other became the story of our last

The lampblack dwell beneath the wounds, torn by the pain that we cost

The way you speak is like negating the past

We tired in our drama, we trapped in our anger loft

Burnt by the old grudge, how can we fix this dust?

The lampblack dwell beneath the wounds, torn by the pain that we cost

Standing limp on the ruin of us

Now we are broken toys if you still want to play, it's up to you

Burnt by the old grudge, how can we fix this dust?

Still in the past memory I flew

Now we are broken toys if you still want to play, it's up to you

Picking  up my phone, the voice recalls my memories

Days running, things change, here we are aloof in our boundaries

Tipsy by 9

Last night I was in curious about number nine

Many articles said number nine is the perfection number

All that related with nine come back to nine

Try the multiplications of nine and see the results

Plus the two digits all will come in nine

Some say nine is "God's number" pretty much convincing 

But still not catch the correlations God with nine

Seek for further they offered some calculation of pythagorean 

Mind squeezing, brain stunned, black out, drunk by nine

Note: 

1x9=9

2x9= 18=1+8= 9

3x9= 27= 2+7= 9

4x9= 36= 3+6= 9

5x9= 45= 4+5= 9

And so on...

Waktu Membawamu Kembali

Sebuah rasa yang tak pernah berakhir

Sebuah cerita yang tak pernah berubah

Sebuah ruang yang menghadirkan cerita

Waktu menginzinkannya untuk membeku

Dalam perisa kehidupan ia bersemi

Kaya warna dan matang dalam usianya

Hidup layaknya sebuah anggur

Ketika menelan umur, manis dan memabukkan

Nostalgia yang berfregmentasi dalam kematangan sempurna

 Jelaga yang pernah tercipta

Berdiam dalam transformasi waktu

Ia bergeming ketika otak memintanya untuk kembali

Seakan berjalan mundur terbawa dalam elegi

Ketika terotoritas oleh masa lalu

Kau tak berkutik, kau hanya berjalan bersama naluri

Seperti monotoni yang terpaku di luar kesadaranmu

Seperti menyisakan ruang tersendiri dalam bagian hidupmu

Kini kau berbalik arah, kembali menjalani realitas kehidupan

Langkah membawa perjalanan dalam misteri dan kejutan 

Masa lalu tetap berada di kantong hatimu, meresap dalam relung jiwamu

Kau melangkah maju, namun tetap kau genggam rasa itu

Human With Unlimited Muse

The inspirations domain into your very soul,
Verses lay as the main thoughts of the console,
Every moments recorded as the treasures of your word,
Prestige left the fingerprints on your precious keyboard,

The repetitions of day and night as well as vice versa is not a constraint,
Each breath taken sent the muse to the brain which you ready to obtain,
Your coverage was huge, infinity like the skyline,
Love, cliche and dark were the appetite of your kind,

Living as the super man in muse,
Conquer the insight, live to perform ahead the audience as a perfect boost,
Amazed the connoisseurs by the masterpiece of yours,
You innocently made people addicted without any tricks or even force,

We as the audience of your world
Seduced by the charm of your swirl
You are prince in the kingdom of your sheets
We are lulled by the chant of your beats

Inspired by my friend Richard Lamoureux, the person who always enlighten through the bonfire of his muse and giving warmth to the people surround :D
 

Gray Sky Falls

 

Paralyzed sunshine of the day, gray kissed skyscrapers in faint
Blurry dance stuck in the air as the dew pervades some occlusions
Day sketched gloom in beauty behind the droplets of breezy nimbus 

Living as Invisible

Walking through the pedestrian of  crowd
You were shackled by your own cloud
You went to a surprise party which never held for you
You are the list beyond the overview

You are not a harm person, not the nice one either
You are just one creature who deserve to live better
All that you want just one love
But still you forsaken by none love

Sometimes questions were left you in wonder
Where were those people who ever hold the past fever
People who you used to have, but now acted like a new comer
Clustered in innocent mind, but well.. That's not a new bummer

You walked searching for a trace line
Head's down unsteadily lost your own shine
You see people, while people may not see you
You become a vague as wind which never be seen but blew

Poetry for Poetry

You are the world which coping me

The chamber of my sanity

The big safety box of my true stories

Place where I could lean and dwell beyond the life series

I believed in God and His mercy was giving me some clue

On my fragility prayers, He led me on you

You are the best gift of my life which I cannot compare

The true recovery was earned by the silent of my share

Pieces by pieces  pilled up on your verses

Unorganized as if it was collided and barely in worthless

You keep your line as you want me to complete the puzzles

You give the blank page while I give you some variant tussles

You give me freedom on my bitter sweet

You let me spill out all the wastes of those filth

I owe you my half life, I owe you my sanity

Thank you for keeping my color and be the wisdom as a poetry

A Poem For Leaving Friend Part 2

Dear Love,

A farewell finally brings us to this day

The day where you chase your dream

The day where you start your future

The sweetest grumpy girl who we ever met

A person with a million mysteries of her

A lovely teacher who never stopped loving and caring her students

A strong character who never quit from the rigors of life

Be the warrior my dear

Be the person who always believe that fate will bring victory in the end

Be the person who never gave up to pursue the dreams

Believe that you never be alone in this

Our prayers are always the best for you

Chennai will never defeat you easily

America will soon be waiting for you

Everything are going to be just fine

Thank you for this past two years

Thank you for being such an extraordinary person

Thank you for giving us the precious moment amid the school's chaos

Thank you for being the most beautiful part of our live

June 9, 2012

Regards to the farewell of my friend Soman, a female teacher who had to go to Chennai to continue her education. Missed her so much :D

Life Through The Passenger Seat - Terzanelle

When you are not on your steering wheel

You never know where your journey will  take you in

Things running backwards, but the visions consumed better while you are still

You feel more clarity through the way that you have always been

Visions are pampering you through their beauty in capture

You never know where your journey will  take you in

Your visions dancing wild from east to west combining in perfect mixture

They provide some adventures behind your fantasy 

Visions are pampering you through their beauty in capture

We used to live as the driver of our gravity

Hypnotized by the tracing line road which led you to nowhere but fate

They provide some adventures behind your fantasy 

Sitting on the passenger seat sometimes puts you on assorted way to rate

The life which you driven sometimes missed from your visibility

Hypnotized by the tracing line road which led you to nowhere but fate

 

A passenger seat may help you to find the patch of your stained cavity

The life which you driven sometimes missed from your visibility
When you are not on your steering wheel

Things running backwards, but the visions consumed better while you are still

Goodbye Moon Hello Sunshine

Adoring the night skies, tried to reach the moon

Within my universe I spread my thoughts

The inspiration floating through your beautiful noon

My days may be soon gone like a fading fogs 

But not for my night which always lingered by your magical motion

Within my universe I spread my thoughts

The colors of those verses are the rainbow of your creation

Even night might lullaby you too fast by its tender grace

But not for my night which always lingered  by your magical motion

Day is your strength which I borrowed to enlighten my moon in  phrase

Your day may be lingered for greeting my beautiful night

Even night might lullaby you too fast by its tender grace

You may say  bye to your sunshine and hello to my moonlight

Night now begin to caress through your sweet dream

Your day may be lingered for greeting my beautiful night

Day now is opening my window and towards to the memory of your sunbeam

Night now begin to caress through your sweet dream

Adoring the night skies, tried to reach the moon

The inspiration floating through your beautiful noon

Dedicated to sweet Richard Lamoreux which shines my moon through his warmth sunlight

A Night Splendid

Violet blue filled the color of the blind night
Beneath the sprinkle of flashy star dust, I felt the breeze
Gazing upon the skies with no limitation
Underneath my mind cavity, I amazed

Moonlit hid beyond its shadow
As if reluctantly shared the gleam next to my car window
Though, the beauty of this bliss conquer my anxiety
Bring me back to the shelter of my sanity

My mouth shut but my imagination crawling
The silhouette of my days as though reflected in constellations
And the cotton clouds pretend to be the angel's wings
Night flapping its miracle in magic

Seek for some splendor through the night whisper
Still I stunned staring at the skies in fully manner
Statued at the parking lot, people might think that I'm crazy
One voice call out my name and bring me back to my reality